PUBLIC JOURNAL

vulnerable

I have never been a person who share things easily
not because I'm scared but sometimes I don't know how to convey things to other person
Never been a person good at managing people

but this was first time, I have ever become vulnerable and expressed myself completely to her
how hard it feels a last note to her, love made me do this

so, things I never wished not even in dreams happened, we don't talk anymore
I received a reply in silence which feels so heavy, something I have never felt in my life

I have never missed someone so bad the way I am missing her