the nights are going well
I had never thought my day would start ending this way. The person I have been liking for half a decade shares a smile with me. Those are small moments when you feel you are truly a fortunate person. I thought I'd come here and document it. It's been a while.
Those moments when you thank your past version for making such a decision resulting in beautiful nights for you to live. My mildly non-fatalist self has now started believing in destiny, that whatever happens truly happens for a good reason.
At the same time, I am scared that it will end soon. I'll be pushed back into lonely nights the conversation might end as the reason that brings sunrises to my life will end soon. Am I becoming selfish now? who is praying for this to never end but that would put me completely against the person I like. I don't want that. O Krishna, how can I truly live now?
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