my fear build my career
Would you believe it if I said to you that sometimes being under pressure or having some sense of fear is good? you fear losing someone and that fear forces you to put more effort, you fear failing in exams, and that fear forces you to put more effort,
It's been a while, a very long time I should say. but now I want to document it. I had a fear for my career, as I was not in a good college, not surrounded by good minds, all alone at home thinking what I would do to survive?
having that sense of fear somehow forces me every day to just keep searching for one extra thing on the internet that I can try out. and I believe if I had not done that I would not have landed something I truly wanted to do. something that has brought confidence in my life.
my friends always ask me why did I start working at 19. well, it was absolutely because of fear and not having clarity on what I really wanted to do.
for me, it became my advantage that truly pushed me to keep searching and trying out while my peers had already pushed themselves in the closed room. the room for college placements and government exams.